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Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
9:54 pm	To the Fly Fisherman! You stand in the river alone Not a single fish has shown Yet you are dedicated and will wait Some big catch will take the bait And your day will be worth it You stand in the slow flowing river It is warm and you do not shiver A calm breeze blows through the grass And the day will soon pass And you will walk home You spend hours standing there You look up at the mountains and stare The bait is set, the fish is sought And finally the fish is caught Today has been a good day Current Mood: happy (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 24th, 2005
11:26 pm	Stranger! Who is this stranger in my mind I do not know him But he is most unkind I wish he would let me be To live in peace To just be me His timing is must rude His appearance most unpleasant And his attitude is crude Who is this stranger in my mind He is me But I was blind Yes I wrote that Sam, that is why it is in my livejournal. Tell me what you think guys. Luv ya! Sam I love you more than life itself!!! Current Mood: nervous; Sam you know! (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 19th, 2005
7:23 pm	Poem! Hooray!!! Someone never stops to see The life they miss Trading sorrow for their glee Living in pain No one focuses on the good That life offers Like they should They simply let it get bye How about you Where do you focus What do you do Focus on what is good Life is too short Current Mood: bitchy; just kidding! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 18th, 2005
3:29 pm	... What to say. It has been awhile since I have written in here. For the record the whole argument that happened has simmered down finally. Me and Katie are friends again but me and Paul are not. I have forgiven him but I will not be his friend any longer. He is to irresponsible and immature. He does not think about what he is doing before he does it and I have been the victim of his poor judgment one to many times. For those of you who added your comments please in the future don't. You made it much harder on everyone for this situation to be resolved. You cannot call anyone in this argument your friend if you think you were right because you hurt everyone. For those of you who knew people involved in the killings at the Sheraton last Saturday I want to extend my sympathies. It is very hard to lose someone you know and it will take time to deal with. If you ever need to talk to anyone I am always available. Sam I would love to be there for you tonight at the funeral but I feel it would be wrong of me to go. I did not know Bart and I would not want to make others there uncomfortable with my presence. It was moved to today so that it could be a private funeral for friends and family of which I was neither to him. I am sorry for your lose but I think yuo understand why I can't go with you but know that I am here for you if you need to talk. Hopefully I will be adding more to my livejournal soon. I am just going through a period of writer's cramp and don't have much to say. Give me ideas and I will write. Luv ya! Sam I love you more than anything!!! Current Mood: sore; help me! (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
10:30 pm	Game Over!!! I am sick of dealing with this now. Me and Paul talked and I still feel betrayed and I still do not want a friendship with him but we are cool and we can talk like civilized people. I am done with you Laura, if you intend on posting anymore negative comments in my livejournal think again. because not only will I delete them but I will make sure your computer is no longer capable of posting comment. The internet is such a wonderful resource and hacking is just so simple on an open forum like livejournal. I will not tollerate your insults any longer. Katie I am sorry things worked out this way. I thought if anyone you would be the one whos friendship I could salvage but you lied to me again, I hear this through a fairly reliable source, and I will not be lied to anymore. I will not tolerate any negative comments in my livejournal any longer unless they are mine. Biased yes I am because it is my livejournal and I am the only one being honest in it it seems and I will not support the spreading of lies, gossip, rumors, or negative comments directed towards any of my friends. If you would like to talk to me I am on AIM most of the time and my screen name is: AnaniasTheGreat, or you can call my cell phone:(414)-852-8754. If you want to resolve anything or at least make an attempt feel free to call me anytime or message me if I am online. I hope you can all grow up and get over this because I am finished and I would hate to lose so many friends over something so foolish. It is on you now I wash my hands of the situation. Current Mood: relieved; situation over (13 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 1st, 2005
11:26 pm	Shackles! Whoo! It sure is hot out here Ya know? I don't mind thought Just glad to be free Know what I'm saying, uh! Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance I just wanna praise you (What'cha wanna do?) I just wanna praise you (Yeah, yeah) You broke the chains now I can lift my hands (Uh feel me?) And I'm gonna praise you (What'cha gon do?) I'm gonna praise you In the corners of mind I just can't seem to find a reason to believe That I can break free Cause you see I have been down for so long Feel like the hope is gone But as I lift my hands, I understand That I should praise you through my circumstance Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance I just wanna praise you I just wanna praise you You broke the chains now I can lift my hands And I'm gonna praise you I'm gonna praise you Everything that could go wrong All went wrong at one time So much pressure fell on me I thought I was gon lose my mind But I know you wanna see If I will hold on through these trials But I need you to lift this load Cause I can't take it anymore Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance I just wanna praise you I just wanna praise you You broke the chains now I can lift my hands And I'm gonna praise you I'm gonna praise you Been through the fire and the rain Bound in every kind of way But God has broken every chain So let me go right now Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance I just wanna praise you I just wanna praise you You broke the chains now I can lift my hands And I'm gonna praise you I'm gonna praise you [repeat x3] Take them off What'cha gonna do, yeah Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance I just wanna praise you I just wanna praise you You broke the chains now I can lift my hands And I'm gonna praise you I'm gonna praise you Current Mood: angry (Comment on this)
11:20 pm	I am done being Mr. Nice Guy... I have been screwed over one to many times. I am finished. I am doing playing along like I am okay with everything. I am done not naming names. Paul and Katie what you do on your time is your buisness but when you do it in public and when you have been specifically instructed not to do it then don't give me crap when I catch you on it. I am after all youth representative and I am intrusted to take on a leadership role. Do not talk behind my back. That is so uncool and so immature. If you have something to say then say it to my face. Consider our friendships finished. Stabbing someone in the back is unnacceptable and I have finally taken the initiative to say something about it. I am sick of hiding on the sidelines and pretending its okay because its not. I am sick of being verbally abused by everyone I know. I have way to much going on to deal with my alleged "friends" screwing me over behind my back. So it is done. If you want to talk you come to me because I am sure not coming to you. Current Mood: pissed off (19 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 19th, 2005
12:07 am	Now I'm blaming you for everything!!! I've been changin' but you'll never see me now (I've been changin' but you'll never see me now) Now I'm blaming you for everything No more holding it in How many years can I pretend Nothing never goes the way it should No more sitting in this place Hoping you might see it my way Cause I don't think you ever understood That what I'm looking for are the answers To why these questions never go away [Chorus] I'm so far away I've been changin' but you'll never see me now I'm so far away Now I'm blaming you for everything No more waiting for the end Of every day that I will spend Wishing that I only had a choice No more pushing you away Cause I will be busy watching things going my way Never looking back on this anymore Because what I'm looking for are the answers To why these questions never go away [Chorus] I've been changin' but you'll never see me now Now I'm blaming you for everything I'm so far away Hey hey watch me wave Goodbye to yesterday Nothing left in my way Hey hey I've been saved With sun shining on my pain Getting me through this day Hey hey watch me wave Goodbye to yesterday Nothing left in my way Feels so good to say [Chorus] Now I'm blaming you I'm so far away Current Mood: amused; YOU!!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, February 18th, 2005
11:48 pm	Welcome to life...hey...you...put on your helmet! Thats right ladies and gentlemen life's tough, get a helmet. Well for those of you calling me cynical right now it is probably you I am talking to. Sam just conquered a big issue in her life and though I have for the most part gotten over it and she is getting through it, it would seem she has set an excellent example for her more than genius friends (note sarcasm). So well Sam has realized her mistake and moved on, her friends have decided to pick up her bad habits. Duh!!! They say, "My life sucks." Well why is that I wonder? Could it be because you are a teenager? "Well my parents make me do stuff." Thats what parents are for. I am sorry that you think your life sucks but everyone has their problems. Whats really funny to me is those people, who by the way are far superior in intellect to you or me, who decide that the only way to fix their problems is to kill themselves. That for one solves nothing because now you have more problems as you burn in Hell, or if you failed you rot in a hospital. Second it is the most selfish act anyone can commit, you are not only ruining your life, but the lives of all the people who love you (or even remotely care about you). Just think through your actions and realize that many people have the same problems as you and if you decide to act irrationally you will just make their problems worse, and how would you feel if you were in their shoes. So if you are not happy for you then at least be happy for those who make you happy. I'm done no more lecturing. I love you, even if you suck! Love you Sam!!! Current Mood: hungry; ? (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 13th, 2005
10:50 pm	I love you Sam!!! Sam this reminds me of you. Happy Valentines day Sam, and everyone else. Sorry I didn't give you anything Sam but I will get you something for Thursday. Love you lots Sam. Love you everyone else. If every word I said Could make you laugh I'd talk forever (together my love) I ask the sky just what we had Mmm It shone forever (together my love my my my my my my my my my my my my my) If the song I sing to you Could fill your heart with joy I'd sing forever (together my love my my my my) Forever Forever I've been so happy loving you Do do do do do do do do do together my love Let the love I have for you Live in your heart And beat forever (together my love) Forever Forever I've been so happy loving you Baby just let me sing it my baby I wanna be singin' my baby Baby baby baby my baby I wanna be singin' I wanna be singin' my baby Oh oh oh oh My my my my my my So I'm goin' away Mmm but not forever Na na na na I gotta love you anyway Forever Current Mood: In Love!!! (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 10th, 2005
11:36 pm	30 lines to make you smile today!!! 1. My husband and I divorced over religious differences..... He thought he was God and I didn't. 2. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3. I Work Hard Because Millions On Welfare Depend on Me! 4. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 5. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 6. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 7. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me. 8. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 9. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 10. I'm not a complete idiot --Some parts are missing. 11. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 12. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 13. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 14. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 15. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 16. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 17. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 18. Wrinkled Was Not One of the Things I Wanted to Be When I Grew up. 19. Procrastinate Now! 20. I Have a Degree in Liberal Arts; Do You Want Fries With That? 21. A hangover is the wrath of grapes. 22. A journey of a thousand miles begins with a cash advance 23. Stupidity is not a handicap. Park elsewhere! 24. They call it PMS because Mad Cow Disease was already taken. 25. He who dies with the most toys is nonetheless dead. 26. A picture is worth a thousand words, but it uses up three thousand times the memory. 27. Ham and eggs: A day's work for a chicken, a lifetime commitment for a pig. 28. The trouble with life is there's no background music. 29. The original point and click interface was a Smith and Wesson. 30. I smile because I don't know what the heck is going on. Current Mood: flirty (1 Comment |Comment on this)
11:15 pm	My Nightmares rock!!! What do you dream about? Name/Nickname: Age: Zodiac Sign: AquariusAriesCancerCapricornGeminiLeoLibraPiscesSagittariusScorpioTaurusVirgo Fav. Color Combo: Blue/SilverBlack/WhiteGrey/RedGreen/GoldPink/BlackPurple/BlackBlue/OrangeBlack/RedMix and match theseNone of these Your dreams generally include: Fields and meadows Approximate number of monthly nightmares: 59 The worst monster you've seen in a dream: Your dreams are usually full in color but barely any sound Percentage of dreams involving sex - 2% Will your dreams ever come true? (8) - Better not tell you. - (8) This fun quiz by cutelilangelx - Taken 532180 Times. </a> New - COOL Dating Tips and Romance Advice! Current Mood: naughty; Hey Sam!! (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 6th, 2005
10:55 pm	You know I am talking to you! So I have 2 friends who have grown on my nerves lately. I will not name names because that would be wrong but you know who you are: "You" have a boyfriend but you still allow "him" to touch "you" and cuddle "you" and kiss "you". "You" tell me "he" is just a friend but "he" is obviously more. "You" tell me you respect that "she" has a boyfriend. "You" say you would never act on "your" feelings while "she" is dating him. "You" say touching "her" and cuddling with "her" is not cheating. Well I think that is all a load of bull and I am not gonna deal with it anymore. "You" need to break up with "your" boyfriend, tell "him" to lay off and "you" stop going along with all of it, or you need to forget our friendship because this is crap and I am not going to deal with it. "You" need to be honest and straight forward with me. "You" need to tell me exactly what is going on. What entitles me to this "you" may ask. Well let us think back to all the times "you" come to me with your problems and all the obvious bold faced lies "you" have recently told me. So am I entitled to know the story "you" better believe it. I am sorry but I have went along with this for far to long and "you" know it is wrong just as well as I do. P.S. Don't count on me driving "you" anywhere soon because my car is not going to become "your" little secret cheating spot. I am also not "his" personal operator so don't expect to reach "him" on my phone. Thanks for listening guys. I hope this impacted someone if not its targets at least someone will learn something. Love to you all. More love to you Sam! Current Mood: pissed off (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 27th, 2005
10:33 pm	I be crazy yo!!! You scored as Mindfuck. Congratulations, you scored Mindfuck. You've probably seen a lot of movies, and have grown to hate mainstream shit. You're looking for the movie that will leave you breathless, and with 21 questions to think about. Check out: Donnie Darko, Being John Malkovich, Pulp Fiction, Memento. </td> Sci-Fi/Fantasy 100% Mindfuck 100% Mindless Action Flick 85% Sadistic Humour 75% Drama/Suspense 40% Artistic 35% Romantic Comedy 25% Movie Recommendation. created with QuizFarm.com Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
10:18 pm	Hugs are better than drugs!!! I love hugs. I don't get nearly enough of them but I love them. I wish I was more comfortable with people, especially the people at school because then I would hug them. Church is my favorite place to be because everyone there is so nice and I get such wonderful hugs and so much love. I especially like long, strong hugs. My favorite hugs are those I get from my girlfriend. I love my girlfriend so much and she is wonderful to hug. Well if you read this feel free to just run up to me and hug me. I won't complain I promise. Love you lots! Love you Sam!!! Current Mood: happy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 6th, 2005
11:26 pm	Dearest Samantha. HAHA Samantha, I never call her that. Sam I just wanted you and everyone else to know how much I truly love you and care about you. I love the time we spend together and I think about you all the time. I only wish we got to see each other more often. I hope we are together forever and I hope you feel the same way. I miss you lots and I love you. I await the next time I get to talk to you. I love you more than anyone or anything else Sam. Current Mood: in love (2 Comments |Comment on this)
11:13 pm	Want to Dance!!! I have been listening to "Mr. Roboto" by Styx and it sounds totally like a booty dance song. I really want to dance with someone now. If you would like to dance with me sometime post a reply and I will find you and dance with you. Domo arigato, Mr. Roboto, Mata ah-oo hima de Domo arigato, Mr. Roboto, Himitsu wo shiri tai You're wondering who I am-machine or mannequin With parts made in Japan, I am the modren man I've got a secret I've been hiding under my skin My heart is human, my blood is boiling, my brain I.B.M. So if you see me acting strangely, don't be surprised I'm just a man who needed someone, and somewhere to hide To keep me alive-just keep me alive Somewhere to hide to keep me alive I'm not a robot without emotions-I'm not what you see I've come to help you with your problems, so we can be free I'm not a hero, I'm not a saviour, forget what you know I'm just a man whose circumstances went beyond his control Beyond my control-we all need control I need control-we all need control I am the modren man, who hides behind a mask So no one else can see my true identity Domo arigato, Mr. Roboto, domo...domo Domo arigato, Mr. Roboto, domo...domo Domo arigato, Mr. Roboto, domo...domo Thank you very much, Mr. Roboto For doing the jobs that nobody wants to And thank you very much, Mr. Roboto For helping me escape just when I needed to Thank you-thank you, thank you I want to thank you, please, thank you The problem's plain to see: too much technology Machines to save our lives. Machines dehumanize. The time has come at last To throw away this mask So everyone can see My true identity... I'm Kilroy! Kilroy! Kilroy! Kilroy! Love you all! Thanks for reading!!! I love you Sam!!!!! Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 16th, 2004
11:39 pm	Ah love! I finally have a girlfriend and I love spending time with her. When I am not around her I am thinking about her anyways. She is always on my mind. I think I may be in love with her. If I am not then I am getting close. I finally know what it feels like and it feels great. I am still kinda flirty with other girls but I don't mean anything by it, it is just a part of my personality. Thankfully she doesn't have a problem with it otherwise I might be in trouble because it is such and unconscious act for me. It is just my way of showing a girl that I am her friend and to see if they feel the same way because if they don't believe me they will get away from you right away. Well that is about all I have to say for now. Love you all! Love you Sam!!! Current Mood: loved; and in love!!! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
10:46 pm	I would make a cool god!!! What kind of God are you? Name DOB Favourite Color You earthly time was spent Feeding millions with a few hot dog scraps Your throne is fashioned from thorns and human femurs, surrounded by writhing, howling servants, with a footstool of souls on the sizzling shores of the Lake of Fire You wear The inky cloak of the universe Your Godly superpower is Rivers of white-hot magma flowing from your eyes, slowly and mercilessly agonizing those who stand in your way and your fallen playthings. Forever. This quiz by pelagicboreas - Taken 34780 Times. </a> New - Dating Advice written by YOU! Current Mood: In Love!!! (Comment on this)
Monday, December 13th, 2004
10:04 pm	Interesting Question! If you and I were alone in a room right now, what would we be doing? Now post this in your LJ, and see what people want to do with you. Love Ya! Current Mood: Well? (3 Comments |Comment on this)